Dont think you'll have to see my face again...
"And now its time to make a choice, but all I want to hear is your voice..."
It's been a rough week or so 'round here.
"And what I'd do to get through to you, but you'd only do it again"
Quitting the job. Next week Friday will be my last day. We'll see what happens from there.
"I miss you."
I "rediscovered" all my old Incubus albums, and my old Unwritten Law albums. UL reminds me so much of the old Killian days. I wanna go back to Killian for Senior year. I want Mika to go back too. Kinda like a reunion. That would be pleasant.
"I dont know what to make from all this mess."
I lost my wallet two days ago. I left it on the bus. With $60 inside, and my license. $20 to replace. I went nuts, and my bus driver said he didnt see it. But I dont trust him. He said he'd check the bus I lost it on when he got to the compound. After school, he said he hadn't seen it. I got all pissed. Uber anger. But it turns out it fell off of my exercise machine while I was working out. Uber stressful for nothing. Silly me.
"I dont know where I'll be when you come around."
Been on the low side for a while lately. I'm just so tired of alot of things. Lately, I've let myself kinda sink into the music I'm listening to. Sounds strange, but hmm.
"I can see the tears in you eyes."
I'm feeling something inside that I can't describe. It's like a big hole. Like, nothing can really satisfy me fully. Its tearing me apart, slowly. I want to know what it is so I can fix it, yet I can't figure it out.
"Can't you see I tried to compromise?"
I want to leave. I want to get out or something. I need new surroundings. I think that going back to Killian would make me feel tons better. Few will remember me. Even fewer will care. Or I can just wait it out 'til graduation. Once I graduate, I'll only talk to very few friends. If theres no band when I graduate, I dont think I'll talk to really anyone from high school. Probly LE and Mika, BRod, Rae. But whos to tell. Absence makes the heart grow fonder, yet, out of sight, out of mind, right?
Once I go to college, I'll meet new people. Get a fresh start. Also, there isnt any "free time" at college. There's really no lunch break or anything. Therefore, theres no one to stereotype me. And I wont have to deal with the people I dont like. Hence, the people I do spend time with throughout college will actually be people who mean something to me.
"I confess..."
"You're feeling down now."
Take care guys...
"What you say, I know its true."
~THK
It's been a rough week or so 'round here.
"And what I'd do to get through to you, but you'd only do it again"
Quitting the job. Next week Friday will be my last day. We'll see what happens from there.
"I miss you."
I "rediscovered" all my old Incubus albums, and my old Unwritten Law albums. UL reminds me so much of the old Killian days. I wanna go back to Killian for Senior year. I want Mika to go back too. Kinda like a reunion. That would be pleasant.
"I dont know what to make from all this mess."
I lost my wallet two days ago. I left it on the bus. With $60 inside, and my license. $20 to replace. I went nuts, and my bus driver said he didnt see it. But I dont trust him. He said he'd check the bus I lost it on when he got to the compound. After school, he said he hadn't seen it. I got all pissed. Uber anger. But it turns out it fell off of my exercise machine while I was working out. Uber stressful for nothing. Silly me.
"I dont know where I'll be when you come around."
Been on the low side for a while lately. I'm just so tired of alot of things. Lately, I've let myself kinda sink into the music I'm listening to. Sounds strange, but hmm.
"I can see the tears in you eyes."
I'm feeling something inside that I can't describe. It's like a big hole. Like, nothing can really satisfy me fully. Its tearing me apart, slowly. I want to know what it is so I can fix it, yet I can't figure it out.
"Can't you see I tried to compromise?"
I want to leave. I want to get out or something. I need new surroundings. I think that going back to Killian would make me feel tons better. Few will remember me. Even fewer will care. Or I can just wait it out 'til graduation. Once I graduate, I'll only talk to very few friends. If theres no band when I graduate, I dont think I'll talk to really anyone from high school. Probly LE and Mika, BRod, Rae. But whos to tell. Absence makes the heart grow fonder, yet, out of sight, out of mind, right?
Once I go to college, I'll meet new people. Get a fresh start. Also, there isnt any "free time" at college. There's really no lunch break or anything. Therefore, theres no one to stereotype me. And I wont have to deal with the people I dont like. Hence, the people I do spend time with throughout college will actually be people who mean something to me.
"I confess..."
"You're feeling down now."
Take care guys...
"What you say, I know its true."
~THK