Feb 24, 2008 22:10
The hardest thing about highschool is its fake. Life doesn't stop just because we aren't living in a real world. We can't see or control it but there is this force that pushes our lives in differen't directions. Shit just happens and we are left pillaged and raped.
All of us hiding with out masks on all we really want most is to just drop the mask and be real and be loved. But we are to afraid of showing our realselves to people we put up these walls of sarcasm and dirty human and all we want is to drop the mask and SCReam "help me Im hurting".
So afraid to show ourselves for the wrong reasons. No one is ever close to us because of our fear, DOn't LOOK AT ME. we smile and laugh and we don't mean it , just suffering.
Some of us go to drugs and sex and we try and hide that way from the waiting demons. Forever shaping us from this sick rapture of misery and abuse.
"Love us, help us why can't anyone hear us, we're hurting."