bah....money
well, im just sittin here as normal, wishin i had somethin to do.... it seems like everytime i have money to do somethin, its not enough, or i have to pick one thing to do, cuz thats all i can freakin afford. im basically just stayin alive right now, and it sucks, it royally sucks. and i dont know what to do. im so confused. my life right now isnt going anywhere at all, and when i wanna do somethin about it, it always falls through. like im not supposed to have a luxury life, like im supposed to be one of those people who just make it by to see tomorrow. and i dont want that. so if any one can help me in the right direction(not nesessarily the "right" one) i need to figure out what the hell to do with my life to make it better. and fun. i dont wanna be like my dad and sit at a computer all damn day and be bored off my ass. i want something exciting. but thats just me....