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i havent updated in a while nd im bord so i guess ill update... finnaly school is out nd i dont have to worry about getting up or studying for the next three months. ive had a lot on my minde lately ... im still a little depressed aboutt me nd Rachel breaking up even though it was probly for the better ... the love i felt nd still feel for her isnt the type that just dies when a "romantic" relation ship ends im really glad that we were able to stay friends even though every time i talk to her another peice of me dies because i kno im never going to b able to b with her again i kno all this sounds like im just rambleing on or making stuff up to make people feel sorry for me but its all the truth i really do love Rachel even if she doesnt love me bak this way