Aug 05, 2012 23:29
So, feeling like shit can be pretty productive. And also revealing.
I started an Etsy account to sell pictures. Made me realize how much more photography I need to do.
Then, as you know, the short story I've been working on for the last couple of days.
Also, I've been obsessively snooping OKCupid.
There's nothing worse than being sick and lonely.
Im starting to wonder if my standards are pretty ridiculous.
But I just can't see lowering my ambitions in love...
Career, finances, art.. sometimes, but not love. Because, fuck that, I know what that's like. It's not worth it.
But me so lonely.
It's gotten to a point of bitterness, which I feel bad about, but also can't help.