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i woke up at 5am this morning. i feel alive. life is good. it's just so refreshing to wake up at 5am instead of getting off work. i'm just sitting at fountain city now. i've gotta turn on the gas for the new apt. ya, i've got another apt. it'll save me a lot of money. it's not as nice as the townhouse. and i'm gonna miss the shit out of living with thomas. amazing guy. we had some good times. and this new place will definitely not be for party'n. but it'll save me over 100 dollars a month. plus, it's closer to both jobs. i mean, gas is suckie these days. and to be realistic... i need to
A. save up so i have money for music
B. save up so i don't get fucked with this depression our country is very slowly but surely headed into
C. be a waiter asap to keep sanity
D. stay away from women... too much drama. so... basically i need more men in my life
also... what the fuck am i going to do with this whole moving out thing. i just got this new apt. with alexis. she had no place to live for awhile... talked to thomas a month ago... tolled em when i was looking to get out. he doesn't have the money to pay rent without me. alexis doesn't have the money to pay without me. i don't wanna fuck anyone over...
i wish i had more money to fix shit. fucking loved ones over sucks.... the end
hopefully my email will have my lyrics to that original. i'll work on that today. and try and pull atleast an hour with percussion. i've gotta find a goal college. atleast like 3. find one that is all about some world percussion and battery. i mean, no offense but fucks schwob. they're way to symphonic and into mallets and shit. i mean, don't get me wrong they're amazing at it. but i don't want that to be my main focus in music.
cinco demyo or however u spell it sucked. by far the most stressful night at piccasso's. it got to the point to where i was naturally grinding my teeth at 1am. i was just longing for 3am when we close. but then the boss man decided to cook pizza for drunk pricks outside after 3....
lucky me. it's just tuff to know i'm only making 60 dollars that day... and a server who stays their 10 hours like me... on a night like that will bring in 250 to 300. and they have plenty of time to sit on their ass. cooking was straight constant... never ending chaos.
::sigh::
well i do hope everyone who goes to prom today has a smashing time! i'm going to go check my email and begin my day.
love
A. save up so i have money for music
B. save up so i don't get fucked with this depression our country is very slowly but surely headed into
C. be a waiter asap to keep sanity
D. stay away from women... too much drama. so... basically i need more men in my life
also... what the fuck am i going to do with this whole moving out thing. i just got this new apt. with alexis. she had no place to live for awhile... talked to thomas a month ago... tolled em when i was looking to get out. he doesn't have the money to pay rent without me. alexis doesn't have the money to pay without me. i don't wanna fuck anyone over...
i wish i had more money to fix shit. fucking loved ones over sucks.... the end
hopefully my email will have my lyrics to that original. i'll work on that today. and try and pull atleast an hour with percussion. i've gotta find a goal college. atleast like 3. find one that is all about some world percussion and battery. i mean, no offense but fucks schwob. they're way to symphonic and into mallets and shit. i mean, don't get me wrong they're amazing at it. but i don't want that to be my main focus in music.
cinco demyo or however u spell it sucked. by far the most stressful night at piccasso's. it got to the point to where i was naturally grinding my teeth at 1am. i was just longing for 3am when we close. but then the boss man decided to cook pizza for drunk pricks outside after 3....
lucky me. it's just tuff to know i'm only making 60 dollars that day... and a server who stays their 10 hours like me... on a night like that will bring in 250 to 300. and they have plenty of time to sit on their ass. cooking was straight constant... never ending chaos.
::sigh::
well i do hope everyone who goes to prom today has a smashing time! i'm going to go check my email and begin my day.
love