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Feb 14, 2005 19:45

ok guys. it's time to get serious.

i'm in a lot of trouble. it's gonna get better, it will. but for awhile. i'm pretty fucked.

it could be a lot worse, totally. it can always be worse.

psc wireless... i could kill the person/people that made my bill late. i didn't receive it untell today. i'm all fine and dandy unless they make me pay late charges. it was due the 11th. i got it today. i've been calling them saying i don't have my bill yet. so... ya.

i don't know. i'm pretty fucked up financially. i was just kidding about the killing, sorry. don't think i'm a killer.

wow, i'm really down. i don't have any money basically. when these checks go through i'll be a little better though. as long as i don't overdraft. i've been calculating it, and it'll be close. but it shouldn't go over. but still, shit happens. it really does.

i've decided i need to start eating one meal a day if possible. still have to be safe though. romen nodels, cooked or not, doesn't matter. sometimes if i want to treat myself, i'll buy a frozen burrito. those are cheap too.

i've REALLY gotta limit my driving. big time.

but there's the issue of this also. it makes u feel shitty when u'r broke lol. i owe my room mates over 300 dollars. and there's a girl i really care about. and who's gonna wait around with a guy that can't even support himself. i'm so broke i can't go have coffee with her again. i can't even pick her up much. definitely not for awhile. :-(

sacrafice sucks. i hope she sticks by me... she doesn't even know me that well. that's why i fear it the most. it's a relationship that might never have the chance to blossom. i don't know.

man i feel shitty. i hope u finish u'r analasys.

i need a hug
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