"not weird, but not happen'n"
hrm. where did i leave off at. h/o i'm gonna look at my last entry... ... oh lol. the night i puked lol
i guess i'm an alcoholic. i just got done drinking a heineken. lol. but they're so good. i'm not getting drunk. i just saw it in the fridge, nice and cold. so i took it lol.
after that i just kept drinking every night. life is still great though. i just sat on my ass too much. finally i'm looking for a job. i basically have a job at Picasso's. it's down town, it's a pizza/bar joint. i'd get to be on broadway, meet people, and work on my bartendering skills. perfect. just perfect. plus it'll be part-time and he said i could get a job from 3-6 on weekdays. SOOO... ... ... i'm gonna get my job as an activity leader back with the after school program. fuck ya. :-) good news. i'm gonna go back up to see Mark, manager, tonight after 7.
MORE job options though. get this, i might work under a vet, FULL TIME. oh ya, bennefits in all. it'd be at Cooper Creek Hos. we take Krystal their and now Sukie. so i know the lady somewhat. PLUS i have experience. i wrote out a resume for the job today and turned it in along with an application. she's also going to contact Dr. Corona, a dr. i worked under at pets mart. so HOPEFULLY i'll get that job. holy shit that'd be kool. full time, vet tech. mmmmmmmm
awhile back, actually the day i decided i wanted to go to CA, i went to an A Armada show. awesome. just, awesome. LOVED it. i watched this guy Wynn play drums. i actually know him kind of because he's taught by Allen Aucoin, my old teacher. and when i listened to em play, i just watched em. god it was great. he wasn't the best drummer in the world, but it's the fact that u could tell he LOVED what he did. reminded me of me... of allen...
and all i could think was when i was a kid. the counselor asked me "if all jobs payed the same, what would u do jon?" i never had an answer lol. i'm just so ambivalent all the time. i never knew.
and in that moment at the Core it came to me. finally, even though i always knew how much i love music. that's it. i wanna do that.
so yes, i'm going to get back into percussion. after i make some more money i'm gonna rent out a storage room, air conditioned so it stays at room temperature, and play their. i'll get to practice WHENEVER i want. i'm going to make a hectic playing schedule, it's going to be GREAT! it'll take a good month for me just to get back where i was. but i WILL. and then i'll get better lol. i've been calling Allen everyday actually. he hasn't called me back. but i'm going to just keep calling and leavings messages. the messages are getting longer and longer lol. it's just me talking about my life, saying how much i miss him, and hoping that everything is great with him. god i miss allen aucoin. i took him for granted, i fucked up. but i want him back in my life
oh ya, i went to florida again. i can't say it was better then the first trip, nor could i say it was worse. i had an amazing time. carabelle was fucking gorgeous. the drive is always worth it. this time we drove over 600 miles lol. ok i drove over 600 miles. and yes, i WILL have pictures this time. we have video photage also lol. we ran into cops TWICE! lol. and yes, alcohol was in the back. :-) lol
fun fun fun fun fun fun fun. it's funny we bring beer everytime; yet, when we get their it's just too beautiful to drink.
everything seems to be looking up though. i'm at my all time most unhealthy state though. i just got over a shitty cold. had me down for days. i was getting drunk everynight before that. i smoke. i'm getting a gut lol.
SO, i'm going to work out again and go to yoga. and MAYBE a little tai chi. mainly yoga and working out though. definitely excited for that too. i want to start cooking too. i hate eating so unhealthy. it's just bothering me now. last time i went out i actually ordered a salad. for my main meal... i've never done that before. and i LOVED it lol. anywayz, this entry is getting too long. sorry it's been so long. DEFINITELY call me, we'll meet up, catch up.
i love u guys
i guess i'm an alcoholic. i just got done drinking a heineken. lol. but they're so good. i'm not getting drunk. i just saw it in the fridge, nice and cold. so i took it lol.
after that i just kept drinking every night. life is still great though. i just sat on my ass too much. finally i'm looking for a job. i basically have a job at Picasso's. it's down town, it's a pizza/bar joint. i'd get to be on broadway, meet people, and work on my bartendering skills. perfect. just perfect. plus it'll be part-time and he said i could get a job from 3-6 on weekdays. SOOO... ... ... i'm gonna get my job as an activity leader back with the after school program. fuck ya. :-) good news. i'm gonna go back up to see Mark, manager, tonight after 7.
MORE job options though. get this, i might work under a vet, FULL TIME. oh ya, bennefits in all. it'd be at Cooper Creek Hos. we take Krystal their and now Sukie. so i know the lady somewhat. PLUS i have experience. i wrote out a resume for the job today and turned it in along with an application. she's also going to contact Dr. Corona, a dr. i worked under at pets mart. so HOPEFULLY i'll get that job. holy shit that'd be kool. full time, vet tech. mmmmmmmm
awhile back, actually the day i decided i wanted to go to CA, i went to an A Armada show. awesome. just, awesome. LOVED it. i watched this guy Wynn play drums. i actually know him kind of because he's taught by Allen Aucoin, my old teacher. and when i listened to em play, i just watched em. god it was great. he wasn't the best drummer in the world, but it's the fact that u could tell he LOVED what he did. reminded me of me... of allen...
and all i could think was when i was a kid. the counselor asked me "if all jobs payed the same, what would u do jon?" i never had an answer lol. i'm just so ambivalent all the time. i never knew.
and in that moment at the Core it came to me. finally, even though i always knew how much i love music. that's it. i wanna do that.
so yes, i'm going to get back into percussion. after i make some more money i'm gonna rent out a storage room, air conditioned so it stays at room temperature, and play their. i'll get to practice WHENEVER i want. i'm going to make a hectic playing schedule, it's going to be GREAT! it'll take a good month for me just to get back where i was. but i WILL. and then i'll get better lol. i've been calling Allen everyday actually. he hasn't called me back. but i'm going to just keep calling and leavings messages. the messages are getting longer and longer lol. it's just me talking about my life, saying how much i miss him, and hoping that everything is great with him. god i miss allen aucoin. i took him for granted, i fucked up. but i want him back in my life
oh ya, i went to florida again. i can't say it was better then the first trip, nor could i say it was worse. i had an amazing time. carabelle was fucking gorgeous. the drive is always worth it. this time we drove over 600 miles lol. ok i drove over 600 miles. and yes, i WILL have pictures this time. we have video photage also lol. we ran into cops TWICE! lol. and yes, alcohol was in the back. :-) lol
fun fun fun fun fun fun fun. it's funny we bring beer everytime; yet, when we get their it's just too beautiful to drink.
everything seems to be looking up though. i'm at my all time most unhealthy state though. i just got over a shitty cold. had me down for days. i was getting drunk everynight before that. i smoke. i'm getting a gut lol.
SO, i'm going to work out again and go to yoga. and MAYBE a little tai chi. mainly yoga and working out though. definitely excited for that too. i want to start cooking too. i hate eating so unhealthy. it's just bothering me now. last time i went out i actually ordered a salad. for my main meal... i've never done that before. and i LOVED it lol. anywayz, this entry is getting too long. sorry it's been so long. DEFINITELY call me, we'll meet up, catch up.
i love u guys