the discovery of love again. the love for life
i feel great. simply wonderful. tired; yet, wonderful. i went to sleep at 5... woke up at 8. and i mean woke up. i threw off my NEW covers, and slipped into my pants, still free ball'n, and ran outside the door in flip flops and my shirt i was still buttoning.
i started sprinting lol. straight to the gas station.
then i took a shit. ya, we're totally out of toilette paper. and i knew it, that's why i just ran lol. i didn't check the bathroom. it's been out; yet, i don't have the money to buy more toilette paper. that's a problem. ya, that's definitely a problem
ok wait, before we get into deep intellectual thoughts, lets talk free balling. holy shit. if u haven't done it in awhile, u should try it again. give it a day or two. it's quite lovely. i started doing it when i visited my grandma right before christmas lol. i forgot to pack ANY underwear lol. and i'm sure as hell not going to wear dirty underwear. seriously, that's not kool in the eyes of me. if i find out any of my friends did that... it'd be over. we just couldn't be friends anymore.
so ya, i freeballed while visiting my grandma lol. turns out, my dad was too LOL. we both talked about it on the ride back home. he forgot to pack his too. co-incidence? i think not. that's genetics right their. ::yawn::
ok, now that we just go really personal in that outlook. lets look into another. last night i got out of boxing and i decided i'd see laura, since she was going back to college today. so we just went to barnes and noble, then to fountain city, all of which was closing, lucky us. BUT we got free coffee at fountain city lol. anywayz, so then we just went to the river walk. so we talk, catch up, good times. then we end up meeting up with jacob thomas. we get even more coffee. not mixed coffee. straight coffee, again lol. this time, double D. then we just drive. we drove for about an hour lol. just talking. then got more coffee, double D of course. and we went to fountain city and sat outside with the chairs. talked with a real nice bum for awhile. but we just talked. it was fucking perfect.
it was the perfect person, the perfect time. odd, but i don't mind.
basically, i FINALLY! have motivation again. i actually WANT to fucking get out their again. i haven't felt joy in a long time. true, content joy. but i do now, and it's a fucking relief.
it's about time i start having faith in myself again. i'm ready to get back out in the world and kick some serious ass. :-)
i get my license monday!!!!!!!!!!!! defensive driving class starts today. eh. call the cell if u want to do something. im gonna help my brother move today. GOD i love family. i cherish them more now that i don't live with them. this was the best christmas and new years. and it was the family aspect. everyone was together and we didn't use tv and shit. it was just good company.
if u need me, call the cell!
i started sprinting lol. straight to the gas station.
then i took a shit. ya, we're totally out of toilette paper. and i knew it, that's why i just ran lol. i didn't check the bathroom. it's been out; yet, i don't have the money to buy more toilette paper. that's a problem. ya, that's definitely a problem
ok wait, before we get into deep intellectual thoughts, lets talk free balling. holy shit. if u haven't done it in awhile, u should try it again. give it a day or two. it's quite lovely. i started doing it when i visited my grandma right before christmas lol. i forgot to pack ANY underwear lol. and i'm sure as hell not going to wear dirty underwear. seriously, that's not kool in the eyes of me. if i find out any of my friends did that... it'd be over. we just couldn't be friends anymore.
so ya, i freeballed while visiting my grandma lol. turns out, my dad was too LOL. we both talked about it on the ride back home. he forgot to pack his too. co-incidence? i think not. that's genetics right their. ::yawn::
ok, now that we just go really personal in that outlook. lets look into another. last night i got out of boxing and i decided i'd see laura, since she was going back to college today. so we just went to barnes and noble, then to fountain city, all of which was closing, lucky us. BUT we got free coffee at fountain city lol. anywayz, so then we just went to the river walk. so we talk, catch up, good times. then we end up meeting up with jacob thomas. we get even more coffee. not mixed coffee. straight coffee, again lol. this time, double D. then we just drive. we drove for about an hour lol. just talking. then got more coffee, double D of course. and we went to fountain city and sat outside with the chairs. talked with a real nice bum for awhile. but we just talked. it was fucking perfect.
it was the perfect person, the perfect time. odd, but i don't mind.
basically, i FINALLY! have motivation again. i actually WANT to fucking get out their again. i haven't felt joy in a long time. true, content joy. but i do now, and it's a fucking relief.
it's about time i start having faith in myself again. i'm ready to get back out in the world and kick some serious ass. :-)
i get my license monday!!!!!!!!!!!! defensive driving class starts today. eh. call the cell if u want to do something. im gonna help my brother move today. GOD i love family. i cherish them more now that i don't live with them. this was the best christmas and new years. and it was the family aspect. everyone was together and we didn't use tv and shit. it was just good company.
if u need me, call the cell!