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i'm calling out of work sick today. basically, i've got a lot of shit i need to do.
basically, i hate my job. it drains me so much... time drags and i dread every moment.
betrayal is THE worst way to hurt someone. definitely. and to work with these people, and u can't do shit about it? u have to act like u don't know. act like everything is dandy. it's drainning my sanity
BUT! that's why i'm taking tomorrow off. i'm HOPING!!! the Fed-X or UPS will hire me. i'll get around 19 dollars an hour, bennefits, etc. PLUS they hire a lot around this time of year. then after the holidays they slowly weed off the ones that aren't so great. and shit, if i can have a job and make 19 dollars an hour, i think i'd be happier. people say money isn't everything.... but it helps.
especially because it seems... most goals, or aspirations... u need money. i hate it, but u do. so ya.
on a better note. today i was rejected. nicely. rather not go into that one
my motivation to do anything has dropped so much lately. i'm slowly getting a gut, i don't work out anymore. i still have my membership to the YMCA... but i'm to scared to drive.
::yawn:: i can't complain though. i have my own place finally... in a month i should be workin to get my license back. i don't know, i need to get some sleep
basically, i hate my job. it drains me so much... time drags and i dread every moment.
betrayal is THE worst way to hurt someone. definitely. and to work with these people, and u can't do shit about it? u have to act like u don't know. act like everything is dandy. it's drainning my sanity
BUT! that's why i'm taking tomorrow off. i'm HOPING!!! the Fed-X or UPS will hire me. i'll get around 19 dollars an hour, bennefits, etc. PLUS they hire a lot around this time of year. then after the holidays they slowly weed off the ones that aren't so great. and shit, if i can have a job and make 19 dollars an hour, i think i'd be happier. people say money isn't everything.... but it helps.
especially because it seems... most goals, or aspirations... u need money. i hate it, but u do. so ya.
on a better note. today i was rejected. nicely. rather not go into that one
my motivation to do anything has dropped so much lately. i'm slowly getting a gut, i don't work out anymore. i still have my membership to the YMCA... but i'm to scared to drive.
::yawn:: i can't complain though. i have my own place finally... in a month i should be workin to get my license back. i don't know, i need to get some sleep