Apr 10, 2005 22:42
well ya all i am feeling a little better, bumps and bruses and a few chunks of skin missing here and there that were there yesterday morning when i got up but arent there now....... hmmmmm i wonder where they could be.
my sense of humor is coming back a little bit at a time but i guess that is natural. i went by the crash site this morning and found my princess place shirt all cut up where they left it and a piece of the car which i gave to kevin today i felt that was only right.
I DONT KNOW HOW WE LIVED. God gave US another chance because the grimeripper was tapping on that SUV with all of his might and god or a angel protected us. i woke up this morning with a different outlook on life, i use to always say to coach before he left the woods "treat everyday like it is your last cause it might be." well yesterday could have been the last.
it is crazy how much your life can change in one day i keep replaying the crash over and over thinking about it and thinking what i could have done or what if or what if well i cant do that because there isnt anything i can do or anyone in the car can to change what happened yesterday.
i couldnt say i love you more to anyone today everyone that was there for me yesterday and all the phone calls i recieved and made today and thank you to all the people that wanted to talk.
i feel like i have a reason to be on this planet now because i and direction but no purpose yesterday, and this morning i woke up with a greater appreation of just how fragile life is and how quick it can end.
on a lighter note GO TIGER, way to go on the masters
well i will talk to you all tommarow be safe and take care.
Steve
Fate- The supposed force, principle, or power that predetermines events. The inevitable events predestined by this force. A final result or consequence; an outcome. Unfavorable destiny; doom.
Destiny- The inevitable or necessary fate to which a particular person or thing is destined. A predetermined course of events considered as something beyond human power or control. The power or agency thought to predetermine events