May 28, 2007 03:43
So Edward and I are at it again... what else is new? So I left so that he could not reduce me to nothing once again. I went to the only place that I can find peace and refuge. Friends are something that cannot be explained in words. They are better then ice cream and Even William and Xanex. All of which I am partaking of now. They make you realize what it really wrong instead of what you imagine. They take off all your goth makeup that you use to show the internal pain and make you up into this beautiful thing that you can feel inside and out. They feed you cigs and diet mountain dew while you spill the blended insides of your heart. They show you hoola hoop exercises to make you feel confidence again whilemaking you laugh your ass off. Their fiance tells you that your husbands comments about your worth and beauty are full of shit and make you feel welcome while they show what a real man is supposed to be.
Your friends are there for you when your whole world has dropped out from underneath you and nothing ck to ever seems like it will be right again. They show you that there are other men that are out there that will treat you right and will love you. Then her and her fiance tuck you in on their comfy couch and tell you they love you and make sure that the fan is blowing the right way and that you can invade their fridge and smoke their cigs and knock on their bedroom door no matter what if you need them. and to just lock the door when you are ready to go back to hell and face the music. Thats what friends are and I am truly sorry for those that don't have that.
asshole,
friends,
edward