Oct 19, 2005 11:30
i got to see him yesterday <3 sooo much drama. noone understands honestly...this is the hardest thing that i have ever gone through in my life..its not fair.
yeah but i saw him and he blew me kisses and told me that he loved me..and i love him..yup i love him..so much. got in trouble for taking a picture with my camera phone..i got schooled actually. and i felt like an idiot. whatever.
i met his mom..i dont even know if she likes me..but then again like..all that matters is that he loves me and he does and hes sorry for what he did. and i honestly know that he is sorry..noone else knows. he fucked up big time...but everyone deserves one big mistake in life..i wonder what mine will be?
26 more days after the other one. and a lottta money to be owed...but we got this..
at this point i just need everyone to stop telling me to dump him. i wouldnt do that and the thought has never crossed my mind honestly. i love him.