A more thorough update. Ish.
So the last 3 applications I have yet to complete are not due until December 15th; that is somewhat of a relief. My letters of recommendation are sporadically being submitted which is nerve-racking because I just want everything to be complete and over with. But, it is encouraging to know people are working on them.
The ballroom dance lessons are good. The group classes are anxiety provoking... and I guess I should be more proud of myself than I am. Yesterday I stayed after the group lesson for the "group practice" which is pretty much like a dance party. I was slightly mortified at first, but everyone was nice even though I was new. I had a super headache afterward from all the overload of stimulation, so maybe I'll hold off on another one of those until I've had some more private/group lessons. But, at least I proved to myself that I could do it and it was good extra practice. And I'm totally comfortable with my private lessons teacher.
That whole experience sort of ties in with the book I'm reading Quiet by Susan Cain about introversion... and how in this day and age it seems like extroversion is the more "acceptable" way to be. I've certainly felt pressure to be extroverted, especially while I was in college. This book has actually made me feel a little better about myself and it is backed by research which is good.
Had a good phone session with Lindsay today, and since I'll be visiting Illinois around New Years I'll probably get to see her a few times for in person sessions. I'm happy about that. She told me that when we talk on the phone she lights this candle that I gave her. That touches me for some reason. I do like her a lot. She said she'd like to see pictures of my day in PA. That'll give me something to do. A day in the life of Natalie in PA. haha... should be interesting. So stay tuned for that I spose.