One more semester left. And it's too fucking cold.
I pretty much have just hibernated in my apartment this past week. I met a woman whom I'm supposed to work with who really doesn't seem to like me, because of no fault of my own. I was just doing what I was told to do. This has been my first real "run-in" with someone. Thankfully, I have A LOT of people who know me/my reputation to back me up.
It's good to be smart. And I'm lucky.
Not to say that I'm not depressed anymore, I am, I just feel like I now have more clarity and insight into my depression and anxiety. I'm not really sure where my life is going, but I'm okay with that. It makes things more interesting.
I think I'm going on a Mediterranean cruise with my Psychology buddy Esmeralda after we graduate in May. It's for like 2 weeks ... but I have the money. And I'm fucking traveling during my year off, God dammit.
It doesn't feel like Christmas to me, but at least I get to spend time with Jozef before I go to Pennsylvania. I think I'll get to see my Grandma and my half sisters... which I haven't seen in 10 years. I'm an aunt.
My life is so weird.