And the sun burnt out tonight.
I know when it's time to give up and I feel like this is it. I've lost my initial feeling to want to transfer schools and/or change my major but school has robbed me of all my joy. I spend so much time doing journalism that it isn't even fun anymore. It's class. It's a chore. It's not what I want to do anymore.
And now sports isn't even fun anymore either. Basically, James put together a bunch of bs rules/rhetoric and shit about how the most experienced and eager broadcasters get first dibs. And I have to show him samples of my play by play (of which I have none) if I want to be a broadcaster this semester. There are people on the schedule who have like 20 games they're doing and I have 2. Literally. 2. How am I going to get the experience that will help me be one of these so called "most experienced" if I don't get the opportunity to do anything. Jeff was so much more fair. So I'm thinking of quitting both KSCR and usctrojans.com for the rest of the semester. Kind of like a haitus. I just feel that the 2 years I've been there should count for something. Also it just really pisses me off cause I've called games with James and he knows what I can do. Unfortuantely, I'm not a guy so I'm sure he doesn't care. It's all a bunch of bs and frankly I'm done with it.
I just don't know what I'm going to tell Pete.
And now sports isn't even fun anymore either. Basically, James put together a bunch of bs rules/rhetoric and shit about how the most experienced and eager broadcasters get first dibs. And I have to show him samples of my play by play (of which I have none) if I want to be a broadcaster this semester. There are people on the schedule who have like 20 games they're doing and I have 2. Literally. 2. How am I going to get the experience that will help me be one of these so called "most experienced" if I don't get the opportunity to do anything. Jeff was so much more fair. So I'm thinking of quitting both KSCR and usctrojans.com for the rest of the semester. Kind of like a haitus. I just feel that the 2 years I've been there should count for something. Also it just really pisses me off cause I've called games with James and he knows what I can do. Unfortuantely, I'm not a guy so I'm sure he doesn't care. It's all a bunch of bs and frankly I'm done with it.
I just don't know what I'm going to tell Pete.