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Today
May 11, 2005
What a truly terrible day.
Well, let's just say today was the antithesis of climactic. Ah, fuck it. It wasn't eventful at all. I woke up this morning, muscles feeling like shit as usual, and quickly ate breakfast. I headed off to school, with little knowledge of how crappy a day I was going to have.
My morning classes were pretty much just sitting around trying to fully wake up, and somehow still get work done. It was a waste of time, and true reminder of why I don't really want to go to school anymore. Fuck my future. What good's a future when the life you have right now is so shitty, especially when all you see is stressed out parents and dysfuncional family units. Units... How... I dunno...
Then at lunch, which I kind of use for some sort of relief time, Paulina decided not to show up even after she said she was going to be there, and had nothing else to do. It's not the fact that she went somewhere else that bothers me, but how she wasn't there when I was hoping on seeing her on one of the most boring of days. The rest of lunch was pretty boring for me, and I mostly just stood around and ate, but what's different from any other day?
My afternoon classes were pretty much slacker classes, in which I did nothing at all. It would've probably been fun on a good day, but following the remaining events from the rest of the day it was just a waste of time. I did go with my friend Adrian's house after he raced some guy on Edgemere. Worst race ever. I drank a Bacardi Silver and found out I can bench 135 kinda easy now, but not 155. That was pretty much the highlight of my day.
After school Paulina came with me, and the day consisted of lying down and talking. Then I made some bagel bites, which we ate. Afterwards we talked. She made me mad by screwing up the order of my CD's (don't ask. I just can't stand to have my CD's out of order) but I was pretty much just asking mad to screw around with her. Somehow it turned into a full-fledged argument in which I got very, very pissed off and she got depressed. She had to go to some yearbook thing (which I couldn't go to, of course) so I had to abandon her at about 6. Then I came home, did homework, fixed my CD's, and sat here rotting waiting for the world to end. That's pretty much what I've been doing this whole time. If you have any questions then feel free to ask me. Otherwise that's about it, and I'm done for the day. Now fuck off all of you.
May 11, 2005
What a truly terrible day.
Well, let's just say today was the antithesis of climactic. Ah, fuck it. It wasn't eventful at all. I woke up this morning, muscles feeling like shit as usual, and quickly ate breakfast. I headed off to school, with little knowledge of how crappy a day I was going to have.
My morning classes were pretty much just sitting around trying to fully wake up, and somehow still get work done. It was a waste of time, and true reminder of why I don't really want to go to school anymore. Fuck my future. What good's a future when the life you have right now is so shitty, especially when all you see is stressed out parents and dysfuncional family units. Units... How... I dunno...
Then at lunch, which I kind of use for some sort of relief time, Paulina decided not to show up even after she said she was going to be there, and had nothing else to do. It's not the fact that she went somewhere else that bothers me, but how she wasn't there when I was hoping on seeing her on one of the most boring of days. The rest of lunch was pretty boring for me, and I mostly just stood around and ate, but what's different from any other day?
My afternoon classes were pretty much slacker classes, in which I did nothing at all. It would've probably been fun on a good day, but following the remaining events from the rest of the day it was just a waste of time. I did go with my friend Adrian's house after he raced some guy on Edgemere. Worst race ever. I drank a Bacardi Silver and found out I can bench 135 kinda easy now, but not 155. That was pretty much the highlight of my day.
After school Paulina came with me, and the day consisted of lying down and talking. Then I made some bagel bites, which we ate. Afterwards we talked. She made me mad by screwing up the order of my CD's (don't ask. I just can't stand to have my CD's out of order) but I was pretty much just asking mad to screw around with her. Somehow it turned into a full-fledged argument in which I got very, very pissed off and she got depressed. She had to go to some yearbook thing (which I couldn't go to, of course) so I had to abandon her at about 6. Then I came home, did homework, fixed my CD's, and sat here rotting waiting for the world to end. That's pretty much what I've been doing this whole time. If you have any questions then feel free to ask me. Otherwise that's about it, and I'm done for the day. Now fuck off all of you.