I'm really bad about updating

[theteflonocean]

I've realized either I come on to bitch or I barely come on. I guess I'm really starting to see my trust issues come to play. It's been in the making for a while, but I can't seem to just let people in or be completely honest. Half my post are or never make any sense except to me. I'm sort of finding focus again, knowing what's important. I'm working my butt off and I'm trying to do the same with writing. So I'm putting my fears and all of that into something productive.

Hope everyone is good!