The magic is gone now, I lost it somehow...
What an interesting time. I've gone practically silent of everything. I've changed. I didn't want to, or mean to. It happened. I don't make people smile anymore, and I struggle to think this is my place. I've kind of stepped back from everything, and watched it all go to hell. I don't want to step back in. No one needs me to step back in. My guitar amp has died. I am very mad about it.