Aug 06, 2005 01:11
can't fuckin sleep, again. shit shit shit. and theres nothing to do in my house. i could sneek out really really easily but to do what... just drive around the neighborhood, waisting gas that i don't have and money i don't have to fill up the tank. i just watched 'the rules of attraction' and i thought it was decent. i'm so ready for school to start. joey and i brought aly to the school today to drop her off for her retreat. it was kinda cool to be back in the actual building again and not just outside the blackbox. granted that i really just went through the gym hallway and back but still; it was just familiar. so if any of you read aly's posts, i went skinny-dipping with her and shawn last night (thursday night). it was really relaxing actually. you know to be naked in front of friends and not care. i dunno, hard to explain. basically, i'm finally comfortable with my friends and its great.
i really feel like i've grown up the past few days. thats hard to explain too; i have no explaination for it. just have. well as fun as its been, i think i'm gonna go sneek some vodka or tequilla out of the freezer. as usual i love you all. can't wait to see you the 15th.
luv,
aims