School At Night

[thetasteofink22]

i haven't been to the school at night in a really really long time. and the last time i was alone. when i got home i couldn't sleep, i just kept thinking. then i decided to do something productive which is what alot of what our conversation was about. i wrote down my thoats for the first time in a while and i started a new painting. i don't know if it'll be any good yet but i guess i'll see. my time to go to arkansas is coming up really really soon. i leave the 22nd of this month. i didn't realize how close it really was. it just really sucks that i have to go by myself; dealing with the rath of my dad's side is always easier to deal with if i have someone to escape with. but what the hell, i see it as an oppertunity to get away for a couple weeks.
another weird thing is i've been enjoying my alone time. i used to feel uneasy but now i'm just comfortable. theres just one thing i can't bring myself to do. ugh. well i guess i'm going to get off here before i start to ramble. i love all you guys, really, i just want yall to know that.
luv,
aims