On Kawara says: I'm still Alive
According to my home page I haven't updated in seven weeks. Sounds about right, I'm approaching midterms of my Sailor Moon semester:
In other words I'm always late and when I get to school I get a test back with a bad score :( I'm super stressed out. I have 6 professors to please, and all of them are demanding. But at least it seams that I have all of the requirements in line to graduate in Spring with four classes. It's just so hard because it's been such a bad year. I'm so broke and it seems everything that makes me happy is a luxury I can't afford.
I started out broke with a house that was energy inefficient and drained money, my roommate moved out before the lease was up. My bf lost his job, then in the summer another roommate was unemployed, thank good we are in a cheaper house but we have a room to fill and I'm worried about the stability of the house. Then I got cut off of my scholarship last fall, not for grades, but for having over 127 credits, I had to get an extension for loans because Pell doesn't give me shit anymore, I think their contribution was 750, they used to give 2Gs, put that on top of a lower tax return and I'm out 6K from the start. Now it's really hurting, I'm always behind on bills and it's hard to pay for all these app fees for post grad employment. I even regret going to AWA, I loved seeing everyone but I feel I should have worked instead. And I'm not the only one that feels that way.
I'll manage somehow because I CAN NOT wait table another year, I don't think my joints can handle it. IT's going to be a struggle of will power, gotta take it one day at a time, and Dance too!
Click to viewIn other words I'm always late and when I get to school I get a test back with a bad score :( I'm super stressed out. I have 6 professors to please, and all of them are demanding. But at least it seams that I have all of the requirements in line to graduate in Spring with four classes. It's just so hard because it's been such a bad year. I'm so broke and it seems everything that makes me happy is a luxury I can't afford.
I started out broke with a house that was energy inefficient and drained money, my roommate moved out before the lease was up. My bf lost his job, then in the summer another roommate was unemployed, thank good we are in a cheaper house but we have a room to fill and I'm worried about the stability of the house. Then I got cut off of my scholarship last fall, not for grades, but for having over 127 credits, I had to get an extension for loans because Pell doesn't give me shit anymore, I think their contribution was 750, they used to give 2Gs, put that on top of a lower tax return and I'm out 6K from the start. Now it's really hurting, I'm always behind on bills and it's hard to pay for all these app fees for post grad employment. I even regret going to AWA, I loved seeing everyone but I feel I should have worked instead. And I'm not the only one that feels that way.
I'll manage somehow because I CAN NOT wait table another year, I don't think my joints can handle it. IT's going to be a struggle of will power, gotta take it one day at a time, and Dance too!