A place to vent
This is a long time coming I know I have written stuff in here for the last few days I'm sure that that is going to happen all the time. I know that writing seems like an enterprise because you don't know who is winning or what you are writing for. The way that I see it is even if I just write about myself then things will be better. I write this exhausted tired and sleepy.
I found that even though I still have clout online it is not best used when on somethings that people like. That is causes people who they want to win etc. I try to stop myself from defeating people but I can't. I have time and the power of the keyboard I only have more time. I know that as I approach these I am almost always reminded of the corruption or nepotism that I see and hear everyday. I don't make things up or mince things here there is an undercurrent of things that happen beyond your control and behind you back. The transparency factor for me is huge because I am and have always been very sensitive to things that are wrong racist or otherwise.
I can't write this right now because I am just too tired.
I found that even though I still have clout online it is not best used when on somethings that people like. That is causes people who they want to win etc. I try to stop myself from defeating people but I can't. I have time and the power of the keyboard I only have more time. I know that as I approach these I am almost always reminded of the corruption or nepotism that I see and hear everyday. I don't make things up or mince things here there is an undercurrent of things that happen beyond your control and behind you back. The transparency factor for me is huge because I am and have always been very sensitive to things that are wrong racist or otherwise.
I can't write this right now because I am just too tired.