Aug 01, 2010 03:33
Well fame or rather the internee has caught up to me. I know that it does not mean that I am famous but I am known.This does not make me important in any way. Nor make me better then you. I do however have a presence on line if you just type my name Ryan Basilio or Sinhalese's into the internee you will not only get other people but about 20 pages of actual relevant information on the work that I did. Not that everything you can see can be seen on line a majority of the stuff online is public and transparent.
Imagine if everything was and you could access my banks etc. I stopped posting online here because it was one of my dark places. I still consider this the place to vent my existentialist existence until my face turns red. I'm wandering though because not only is there this which no one but only really close friends here. This is where I can have literally an argument with myself. I'm not saying I am though I am now. Doing this I just have a forum to do it that will not come out the same as if I am speaking or whatnot.
Enough of that talk but seriously this is actually my internet home.Rather this is the first time I was able to venture online and not have to worry about it. Although, by the time I was halfway through college You could find me on a new site called google. Many people found me and used my organizing abilities to start campaigns and stir things around. It was how I was able to effect my history and the history of many many others who I effected. If this thing called the internet never bloomed I'm not sure where I would be and if I would have any influence. It all started with this humble blog that people still do not read but it started here. May I have many other drunken/sleepless nights online and I hope one day it will be my job to do it too like it once was.