Blogs the source of angst
So I haven't written in this in forever. This is sorta a source of angst for me I'm not sure why but the act of writing for me has caused this sort of angst. Maybe because it is the last source of entertainment nothing useful or insightful though it is something that could be in the long term if you do something well useful instead of my usual useless angst. I know that starting with angst makes it so that no one will read it. The whole reason that I started doing things like this were to express myself and the things that have been far more useful to me have been my videos. If you don't know about my videos I'm surprised I'm sure I have put them on here before so here is a link. . That being said I'm not sure why I'm writing now.
I think because I have transferred my angst to video long 40 mins of me usually crying or a confessional about my life. I'm not saying that i won't do that anymore and that I can't write. (I do so for a living) That I am not sure why this particular posting area is always and probably always will be full of that teenage anger that seems to bubble up when really lost or annoyed or well depressed. I'm not right now I'm well I'm kind of frustrated probably because I have been trying to watch world cup soccer with not much effect and the very fact that they seem to be boring this time around.
I did watch one good one with Mexico vs. France but it seems that it was either boring play or commentators or refs have made this world cup uniquely boring. I do like the atmosphere of the situations. There is that strange sound of horns that sound vaugly of a large mosquito or the fact that the fans are rabid and full of jackets due to the south african winter. I want to go to one the last world cup in the USA I went to one game it was 101 degrees and just too hot to enjoy though the USA won that match it was just miserable. I'm not sure I want to go to a world cup game in the rose bowl again but it was just an amazing thing to behold.
Well with that note I bid you goodnight/morning and hope to dream about something that is neither annoying loud or frustrating.
I think because I have transferred my angst to video long 40 mins of me usually crying or a confessional about my life. I'm not saying that i won't do that anymore and that I can't write. (I do so for a living) That I am not sure why this particular posting area is always and probably always will be full of that teenage anger that seems to bubble up when really lost or annoyed or well depressed. I'm not right now I'm well I'm kind of frustrated probably because I have been trying to watch world cup soccer with not much effect and the very fact that they seem to be boring this time around.
I did watch one good one with Mexico vs. France but it seems that it was either boring play or commentators or refs have made this world cup uniquely boring. I do like the atmosphere of the situations. There is that strange sound of horns that sound vaugly of a large mosquito or the fact that the fans are rabid and full of jackets due to the south african winter. I want to go to one the last world cup in the USA I went to one game it was 101 degrees and just too hot to enjoy though the USA won that match it was just miserable. I'm not sure I want to go to a world cup game in the rose bowl again but it was just an amazing thing to behold.
Well with that note I bid you goodnight/morning and hope to dream about something that is neither annoying loud or frustrating.