Irate and knowing what to do.
The thing that I'm talking about now is my brother, who is endlessly selfish sometimes, to the point of stupidity.
Today I was feeling pity on him because I make more in unemployment then he makes in a week. So as he was complaining about the price of cold medicine and knowing the above fact; I offered to buy it for him and I did. I also bought him some food at taco bell. This is not the problem but this is part of the problem.
Later when I was just puttering in my room nothing happened. And nothing happened when I went to go to get food and coffee. Later as I procrastinate to eat which is a normal thing for me he asks to use the car. Nothing bad we are sharing a car but I am the one with insurance and the bills and the gas. Again nothing is the problem I only have the car 4 out of 7 days and since I have had nothing to do it is alright to do nothing and for him to borrow it. Again I am or was not worried about it. Until he decided to do that above and let me buy him food and medicine. I felt generous well I'm just stupid to think that in my generosity I was helping a sick brother. No I was enabling someone to smoke marijuana.
He'd asked to borrow the car. It was 1 am and I asked for what and it was to pick up the above. That stupid asshole bastard who I paid for cold medicine and food for. I am not bitter I am just jaded at all the horrible things he has done to me over the years that I am annoyed and I am determined to cut ties with him as soon as it is possible. I hate him more then you can imagine and I live my life without any more pity for him. Let him go among the ages.
Today I was feeling pity on him because I make more in unemployment then he makes in a week. So as he was complaining about the price of cold medicine and knowing the above fact; I offered to buy it for him and I did. I also bought him some food at taco bell. This is not the problem but this is part of the problem.
Later when I was just puttering in my room nothing happened. And nothing happened when I went to go to get food and coffee. Later as I procrastinate to eat which is a normal thing for me he asks to use the car. Nothing bad we are sharing a car but I am the one with insurance and the bills and the gas. Again nothing is the problem I only have the car 4 out of 7 days and since I have had nothing to do it is alright to do nothing and for him to borrow it. Again I am or was not worried about it. Until he decided to do that above and let me buy him food and medicine. I felt generous well I'm just stupid to think that in my generosity I was helping a sick brother. No I was enabling someone to smoke marijuana.
He'd asked to borrow the car. It was 1 am and I asked for what and it was to pick up the above. That stupid asshole bastard who I paid for cold medicine and food for. I am not bitter I am just jaded at all the horrible things he has done to me over the years that I am annoyed and I am determined to cut ties with him as soon as it is possible. I hate him more then you can imagine and I live my life without any more pity for him. Let him go among the ages.