thank God this week is over
This week seemed like it took forever to get over with. But now that I have a moment to sit down and just think I cant believe its over. Im thankful that its over. Weeks like this really test a person. Just days where you feel like you want to break down. I really dont think I can handle another week like this for a very long time. I dont know how mary can handle this. Man I sucked yesterday. I did the stupid "how are you doing". Its one of those akward moments, where you just want to say the right thing but you just dont know what to say, so you ask the stupid question. I guess all i can do is keep steve, casey, Marey, and all their families in my prayers.
Kaseys funeral was today. Wow it was packed. Everyone had mad love for this kid and it was cool. It was held in a funeral home but you couldnt get in if you werent there an hour early. Crazy stuff. I wish I could tell you all these great stories and tell you all this stuff about kasey. Didnt go out of my to call him up and party with him much. Probably should have but we were still cool. Always had mad love for when ever I saw him. I have one good casey story though. Almost forgot about it and it goes way way back to freshman year of highschool 9-8.
So being a catholic school we needed a certain amount of service hours to graduate. We needed to collect a certain # through out the year blah blah blah. Well to get those hours Casey, Mark paserello, and I worked the spring play. It was like 20 some hours of service. Like a weeks worht of practice and the three showings of the play. So we did our thing and it gets to be the final night. We are all chilling upstairs where casey was working the lights. Upstairs there was only a girls restroom but who cares the school was closed and it was open. So we went to go use the restroom. When the opened up the window. Big mistake cuz then they wanted me to go on to the roof. So being the stupid freshman I was I walked onto the school roof. To bad our theatre director saw me and decided to kick us out of the play and then give us all detentions. LOL oh yeah what an idiot. But I was used those detentions to my advantage. Cuz our vice principal was so cool the first one was like 30 minutes, and the rest were like go home after you showed up. My ride didnt come for another hour I made my way down to the weight room where I became a regular. Thus turning a scrawny and flabby 5'6 130 lb mexican to the mexican you see today. But like Steve when ever I drive or run by caseys house and I ask myself maybe I should knock on the door and ask for casey. It makes me sad knowing I missed the chance to. But casey you are in my prayers bro.
When Mark reminded me of this story I said damn good ole times at Nouvel Catholic Centeral. Then I said "Dont ya miss it" Doing that man Im glad to be out of highschool sarcasim to my voice. He said "I did until weeks like this". Made me think what I would give to go back just for a day in those halls and have a chance to talk to Randy, Steve, and Casey. The things I would tell them. I cant imagine thinking that about my theta chi bros. But days like this makes me realize that these days slip by to fast. So to all my bros, my sagnasty crew, Jennie, Startac, Karen, Lex, Emily, Zars, Crazy head, AMH, Katers, and so many people I love you guys.
Weird how the years change people. I saw my best friend from 7-8th grade David Dudek today. Weird how the years kinnda make your different. Talked to him a little but that was it. Funny how the people in your life change so much.
Saw my prom date from junior year. She was a mercy date. I didnt have the balls to ask anyone. So she was like ill go with ya. I was like cool. Not a big deal. One of the funniest comments I got during that date was "how could you have not gotten a date. Your cute, your sweet, your funny, you like to dance, you dont have an STD or are gay or anything". LOL made me laugh. For the record not gay and never had an STD. But yeah she has a kid. I was like oh my God. When she introduced me to her 12 week son Jacob. I was like WHOA. Congratulations. Makes me feel old being all single with out a kid and being married. Bachelor for life.
Thank GOD THIS WEEK IS OVER WITH. I cant take anymore of this crap. No more cheating girlfriends who break up with you over the phone, no more deciding to stay back cuz you feel like you need a breather, no more being extremeley poor, and please no more deaths let alone multiple deaths. Nothing drains a person more than having to go see two people they respect and admire so much being buried at such a young age. So lets keep everyone who has been affected by these tragedies in our prayers and hope there can be a little rainbow for people who deserve it like Mary and the callison and valasis family.
Kaseys funeral was today. Wow it was packed. Everyone had mad love for this kid and it was cool. It was held in a funeral home but you couldnt get in if you werent there an hour early. Crazy stuff. I wish I could tell you all these great stories and tell you all this stuff about kasey. Didnt go out of my to call him up and party with him much. Probably should have but we were still cool. Always had mad love for when ever I saw him. I have one good casey story though. Almost forgot about it and it goes way way back to freshman year of highschool 9-8.
So being a catholic school we needed a certain amount of service hours to graduate. We needed to collect a certain # through out the year blah blah blah. Well to get those hours Casey, Mark paserello, and I worked the spring play. It was like 20 some hours of service. Like a weeks worht of practice and the three showings of the play. So we did our thing and it gets to be the final night. We are all chilling upstairs where casey was working the lights. Upstairs there was only a girls restroom but who cares the school was closed and it was open. So we went to go use the restroom. When the opened up the window. Big mistake cuz then they wanted me to go on to the roof. So being the stupid freshman I was I walked onto the school roof. To bad our theatre director saw me and decided to kick us out of the play and then give us all detentions. LOL oh yeah what an idiot. But I was used those detentions to my advantage. Cuz our vice principal was so cool the first one was like 30 minutes, and the rest were like go home after you showed up. My ride didnt come for another hour I made my way down to the weight room where I became a regular. Thus turning a scrawny and flabby 5'6 130 lb mexican to the mexican you see today. But like Steve when ever I drive or run by caseys house and I ask myself maybe I should knock on the door and ask for casey. It makes me sad knowing I missed the chance to. But casey you are in my prayers bro.
When Mark reminded me of this story I said damn good ole times at Nouvel Catholic Centeral. Then I said "Dont ya miss it" Doing that man Im glad to be out of highschool sarcasim to my voice. He said "I did until weeks like this". Made me think what I would give to go back just for a day in those halls and have a chance to talk to Randy, Steve, and Casey. The things I would tell them. I cant imagine thinking that about my theta chi bros. But days like this makes me realize that these days slip by to fast. So to all my bros, my sagnasty crew, Jennie, Startac, Karen, Lex, Emily, Zars, Crazy head, AMH, Katers, and so many people I love you guys.
Weird how the years change people. I saw my best friend from 7-8th grade David Dudek today. Weird how the years kinnda make your different. Talked to him a little but that was it. Funny how the people in your life change so much.
Saw my prom date from junior year. She was a mercy date. I didnt have the balls to ask anyone. So she was like ill go with ya. I was like cool. Not a big deal. One of the funniest comments I got during that date was "how could you have not gotten a date. Your cute, your sweet, your funny, you like to dance, you dont have an STD or are gay or anything". LOL made me laugh. For the record not gay and never had an STD. But yeah she has a kid. I was like oh my God. When she introduced me to her 12 week son Jacob. I was like WHOA. Congratulations. Makes me feel old being all single with out a kid and being married. Bachelor for life.
Thank GOD THIS WEEK IS OVER WITH. I cant take anymore of this crap. No more cheating girlfriends who break up with you over the phone, no more deciding to stay back cuz you feel like you need a breather, no more being extremeley poor, and please no more deaths let alone multiple deaths. Nothing drains a person more than having to go see two people they respect and admire so much being buried at such a young age. So lets keep everyone who has been affected by these tragedies in our prayers and hope there can be a little rainbow for people who deserve it like Mary and the callison and valasis family.