the days are long but the years are short
i've been holding in a bunch of stuff. i miss lj.
we are planning to clear out our storage unit to save $96 a month and maybe afford internet. that's the plan.
i hate disjointed entries. i want to post stories. i want to have the energy to tell them. i want to respond to comments in real time, or at least in a somewhat timely manner. and most of all, i want to read my friends list and actually respond to other people's lives. i miss being friends with my friends.
i also feel like i'm missing my kids growing up again. ben is almost 4! how did this happen? also, what the hell is up with kids birthday parties? he knows what they are about now because he has friends in preschool and expectations and stuff. shit. stephen suggested we just have it at our house because i was freaking out about how much money this was going to cost but that won't work either because our apartment is too teeny tiny. Ben's preschool class alone is 8 other kids, not to mention cousins and other friends!!!!! It CANNOT be at my house, lemme tell you. So I am trying to come up with ideas and it's looking like everything is $200 or more. :-(
I have a couple of ideas right now that are less, but I need to make phone calls in the morning. I'm running out of time. And Ben got his hair cut too. My toddler is almost a child!!!!!!!!!!! like, officially and crap.
dude, it is late, i need to get to bed.
we are planning to clear out our storage unit to save $96 a month and maybe afford internet. that's the plan.
i hate disjointed entries. i want to post stories. i want to have the energy to tell them. i want to respond to comments in real time, or at least in a somewhat timely manner. and most of all, i want to read my friends list and actually respond to other people's lives. i miss being friends with my friends.
i also feel like i'm missing my kids growing up again. ben is almost 4! how did this happen? also, what the hell is up with kids birthday parties? he knows what they are about now because he has friends in preschool and expectations and stuff. shit. stephen suggested we just have it at our house because i was freaking out about how much money this was going to cost but that won't work either because our apartment is too teeny tiny. Ben's preschool class alone is 8 other kids, not to mention cousins and other friends!!!!! It CANNOT be at my house, lemme tell you. So I am trying to come up with ideas and it's looking like everything is $200 or more. :-(
I have a couple of ideas right now that are less, but I need to make phone calls in the morning. I'm running out of time. And Ben got his hair cut too. My toddler is almost a child!!!!!!!!!!! like, officially and crap.
dude, it is late, i need to get to bed.