wild goose chase
those of you who have known me for a long time probably remember that i had to have a naked penguin when i was getting ready to give birth to ben.
well, this time its a statue of a very heavily pregnant woman or a woman actually giving birth. and of course, just as naked penguins didn't exist back then (they're all over the place now, and of course i've received several as gifts from people wh didn't really get WHY i wanted one and that it didn't matter anymore) the statue doesn't exist either.
maybe online, i'm just about to start looking, but i really want to be able to touch it and see it and feel if the energy is right before dropping the $$$ that we can't really afford.
i've been to about 10 shops now, most in the capital hill neighborhood of seattle and have been sorely dissapointed.
no, i don't want a hallmark willow tree statue, that girl is cute pregnant, not about to give birth pregnant.
and i don't want a gaia, she is giving birth to the whole world. which, while lovely, isn't what i'm doing. i just want a normal woman having a normal baby, just like women have been doing since the begining to time.
there is a guy at the mall who does glasswork (little birds and unicorns and hearts that say mom) who said maybe he could make me one for a reasonable price, but then i'd have to get it, even if it wasn't right, since it was custom work. i'm just not sure if i want some random mall guy doing it out of glass when it's not what he ususally does. maybe i'm not making sense, but i wish the artist could care as much about the energy of the piece as i do.
off to continue goose chasing.
well, this time its a statue of a very heavily pregnant woman or a woman actually giving birth. and of course, just as naked penguins didn't exist back then (they're all over the place now, and of course i've received several as gifts from people wh didn't really get WHY i wanted one and that it didn't matter anymore) the statue doesn't exist either.
maybe online, i'm just about to start looking, but i really want to be able to touch it and see it and feel if the energy is right before dropping the $$$ that we can't really afford.
i've been to about 10 shops now, most in the capital hill neighborhood of seattle and have been sorely dissapointed.
no, i don't want a hallmark willow tree statue, that girl is cute pregnant, not about to give birth pregnant.
and i don't want a gaia, she is giving birth to the whole world. which, while lovely, isn't what i'm doing. i just want a normal woman having a normal baby, just like women have been doing since the begining to time.
there is a guy at the mall who does glasswork (little birds and unicorns and hearts that say mom) who said maybe he could make me one for a reasonable price, but then i'd have to get it, even if it wasn't right, since it was custom work. i'm just not sure if i want some random mall guy doing it out of glass when it's not what he ususally does. maybe i'm not making sense, but i wish the artist could care as much about the energy of the piece as i do.
off to continue goose chasing.