honestly I am sick
Sick of being sick or feeling sick.
It's like an avalanche of symptoms that tells me that my health isn't that pink. But doctors keep telling me that I am okay with the current problem I think I am facing compared to the true cause. Since December its been like serious cough and flu, psoriasis, tooth decay all at once. I don't even know how tooth decay when I do brush it everyday. For the past week it's been intense gum pain, tooth sensitivity, jaw ache, migraines and it's killing me. Sharp pain and dull pain and I couldn't function. I barely clock in a few hours each night. Hand tremors. That's quite serious. I get that on and off when I do not take enough iron. Right now I'm just especially sensitive to noise. Teeth clattering. Ear and jaw joint ache. And shit. I really hope that it's just a panic attack but the same time I don't. Because the pain feels so real and it's been there for some time. I might have some brain cancer or mouth cancer and I might just go mad if I don't know the cause because when the pain is here its bad, real bad. Taking painkillers for a long term will lead to liver and kidney damage. So, what's up guys? It sucks.
I'm depressed.
Don't mess with my heart.
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