Roller Coaster of life....
ok ok, new journal again, I know I hear the mutters and annoyed phrases coming from all of you. But I figured, hell, I just started college, there are going to be new things that I'm going to want to talk about, and the old things, well some of them I just don't want to remember or think about. One thing that I'm not going to talk about in particular.... well ok... it might come up.... I'm not afraid to say how I feel but the old stuff is staying in the other journal because I'm over it.
So, college is good. It's a lot of work and I sometimes can't motivate myself to do it.... such as right now... but I like the work load.... it's like necessary and.... well I don't really know how to describe it but I like it.
People are cool. I haven't really met that many new people because it's hard when you're not living on campus. When you're on campus you're around new people all the time. When you're home you have other people from high school that you already know still around, and you have people that you can go visit at any time you want that aren't too far away and all that stuff. And you're on campus for class and then you're off campus and you just don't meet many people. But at the same time, you just have to introduce yourself and we're all meeting some cool people.
Other than that, tonight is Login's birthday. Now of course the last birthday we had for Login, was a combined birthday for Login and Austin. It was the last time I saw Austin before he died. And it was almost a year ago now. As a matter of fact the one year anniversary of Austin's death was almost a year ago.... October 6th. Stacey is going to come with me that afternoon to visit Austin's grave. It's just something that I think I need to do for myself... and for Austin.
(For those of you that don't know Austin was my one year old cousin that died last October from having a half a peanut in each lung and he suffacted to death.)
Well that was depressing. I wasn't trying to be. I'm just putting my feelings out there ya know? Either way, I LOVE LIFE RIGHT NOW! I haven't been able to say that in a very long time but things are going well. I'm enjoying some of the freedom I have. I'm enjoying my new life style and stuff.... things could be better, but from this perspective, things could be so much worse.
So, I'm on the roller coaster of life.... And like I've said before, I love roller coasters so this time, I'm ready for anything. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
So, college is good. It's a lot of work and I sometimes can't motivate myself to do it.... such as right now... but I like the work load.... it's like necessary and.... well I don't really know how to describe it but I like it.
People are cool. I haven't really met that many new people because it's hard when you're not living on campus. When you're on campus you're around new people all the time. When you're home you have other people from high school that you already know still around, and you have people that you can go visit at any time you want that aren't too far away and all that stuff. And you're on campus for class and then you're off campus and you just don't meet many people. But at the same time, you just have to introduce yourself and we're all meeting some cool people.
Other than that, tonight is Login's birthday. Now of course the last birthday we had for Login, was a combined birthday for Login and Austin. It was the last time I saw Austin before he died. And it was almost a year ago now. As a matter of fact the one year anniversary of Austin's death was almost a year ago.... October 6th. Stacey is going to come with me that afternoon to visit Austin's grave. It's just something that I think I need to do for myself... and for Austin.
(For those of you that don't know Austin was my one year old cousin that died last October from having a half a peanut in each lung and he suffacted to death.)
Well that was depressing. I wasn't trying to be. I'm just putting my feelings out there ya know? Either way, I LOVE LIFE RIGHT NOW! I haven't been able to say that in a very long time but things are going well. I'm enjoying some of the freedom I have. I'm enjoying my new life style and stuff.... things could be better, but from this perspective, things could be so much worse.
So, I'm on the roller coaster of life.... And like I've said before, I love roller coasters so this time, I'm ready for anything. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!