Shitty.
Today.....
Well today I was told that I need to start doing things for myself and saying no. Like this whole drive to RI this weekend to bring someone all the way back from RI to NH and then back the next day.... I should have said no... I should have said I can't afford it or the time off... But I didn't. I said ok. And I made it a fun trip. Things to do, extra awesome people to see, ya know that kind of stuff. So I made it a fun filled awesome weekend. And I'm totally and definitely excited. But it's typcial Diane to put her life on hold and do what other people want her to do.
Like today, my brother and I are riding in the car and he was totally snapping at me for nothing. Enh, no big. Then we get to the gas station and I do not by any means want to talk to him, nor do I want to give him a ride anywhere at the moment or want to be asked to give him one in the future. So when he said the famous line that means 'I need a ride somewhere' "Are you working tomorrow night?" I ignored him. So he takes my fucking face plate off of my stereo until I answer him. So when I told him to put it back nicely at least twice he wouldn't, I then snapped and slapped him. Yeah, yeah, yeah, he's 15 but I was iritated and he was being disrespectful and it's my car. My prized posession and I don't want anyone touching shit in it ya know? So I spazed. And then I told him to get the hell out and he didn't. So I said fine, but I don't wanna talk so don't push and stop being a pain in the ass. And we went home but he still wouldn't give me my radio back. And it pisses me off because he is so disrespectful and I feel like all I do is whatever he asks me to do and go wherever he wants me to go and I kart his friends around. He's disrespectful and selfish and rude and he thinks he's in charge of the world and can just run me in whatever direction he feels like it. GRRRRR! It's just aggravating.
And I definitely got a speeding ticket today too. 51 in a 30. What the fuck? So he pulls me over, didnt even say anything like "hello. how are you today?" or "License and registration please?" I'm like, woah, buddy, I've been stopped enough times to know common curtousy still goes here ya know? But no, nothing. And then he wrote me a ticket. I then realized I was in a sweat shirt and how much of a mistake that was so I took it off and he looks at me and pretends he played Mr. Nice Guy and goes "So I wrote your ticket down to 50 instead of 51 because if it was 51 it would be 240 dollars instead of 120." I was like, yeah I liked how you looked at my boobs, started to walk away, did a double take, and turned back around to explain that. GAH! It's not like it's his fault really. He may have written me a warning if I didn't already have 3 in Merrimack. And total I had 5. So I don't blame him. Anyway... whatever.
Amanda Shannon Hudon, I want you to know that I'm here for you. I want you to know that I love you. You're like a sister to me verses a cousin. I love you with all of my heart and if you feel selfish and need someone to listen, I'm here. I won't think you're selfish or judge you or even think about it. I'm here 100 percent. I love you babe!
Today was not a good day.
However the book I read was fantastic!!!!!!!
Rules of the Game by Nora Roberts.
Damn good romance. lol. I'm such a damn sap. I can't even help it.
Oh well, that is my life right now. Shitty. And apparently people notice when I skip classes like I did today. Interesting.... I never saw that coming. I don't even know man. I don't even know.
Today just didn't go well. Tomorrow will be better. Tomorrow is the start of my fun filled party weeeeeeeekend. As always. lol. Anyway it's gonna be awesome. 3 nights in a row baby, and I'm totally excited! I need another weekend of fun. This week has been shit. The end
Well today I was told that I need to start doing things for myself and saying no. Like this whole drive to RI this weekend to bring someone all the way back from RI to NH and then back the next day.... I should have said no... I should have said I can't afford it or the time off... But I didn't. I said ok. And I made it a fun trip. Things to do, extra awesome people to see, ya know that kind of stuff. So I made it a fun filled awesome weekend. And I'm totally and definitely excited. But it's typcial Diane to put her life on hold and do what other people want her to do.
Like today, my brother and I are riding in the car and he was totally snapping at me for nothing. Enh, no big. Then we get to the gas station and I do not by any means want to talk to him, nor do I want to give him a ride anywhere at the moment or want to be asked to give him one in the future. So when he said the famous line that means 'I need a ride somewhere' "Are you working tomorrow night?" I ignored him. So he takes my fucking face plate off of my stereo until I answer him. So when I told him to put it back nicely at least twice he wouldn't, I then snapped and slapped him. Yeah, yeah, yeah, he's 15 but I was iritated and he was being disrespectful and it's my car. My prized posession and I don't want anyone touching shit in it ya know? So I spazed. And then I told him to get the hell out and he didn't. So I said fine, but I don't wanna talk so don't push and stop being a pain in the ass. And we went home but he still wouldn't give me my radio back. And it pisses me off because he is so disrespectful and I feel like all I do is whatever he asks me to do and go wherever he wants me to go and I kart his friends around. He's disrespectful and selfish and rude and he thinks he's in charge of the world and can just run me in whatever direction he feels like it. GRRRRR! It's just aggravating.
And I definitely got a speeding ticket today too. 51 in a 30. What the fuck? So he pulls me over, didnt even say anything like "hello. how are you today?" or "License and registration please?" I'm like, woah, buddy, I've been stopped enough times to know common curtousy still goes here ya know? But no, nothing. And then he wrote me a ticket. I then realized I was in a sweat shirt and how much of a mistake that was so I took it off and he looks at me and pretends he played Mr. Nice Guy and goes "So I wrote your ticket down to 50 instead of 51 because if it was 51 it would be 240 dollars instead of 120." I was like, yeah I liked how you looked at my boobs, started to walk away, did a double take, and turned back around to explain that. GAH! It's not like it's his fault really. He may have written me a warning if I didn't already have 3 in Merrimack. And total I had 5. So I don't blame him. Anyway... whatever.
Amanda Shannon Hudon, I want you to know that I'm here for you. I want you to know that I love you. You're like a sister to me verses a cousin. I love you with all of my heart and if you feel selfish and need someone to listen, I'm here. I won't think you're selfish or judge you or even think about it. I'm here 100 percent. I love you babe!
Today was not a good day.
However the book I read was fantastic!!!!!!!
Rules of the Game by Nora Roberts.
Damn good romance. lol. I'm such a damn sap. I can't even help it.
Oh well, that is my life right now. Shitty. And apparently people notice when I skip classes like I did today. Interesting.... I never saw that coming. I don't even know man. I don't even know.
Today just didn't go well. Tomorrow will be better. Tomorrow is the start of my fun filled party weeeeeeeekend. As always. lol. Anyway it's gonna be awesome. 3 nights in a row baby, and I'm totally excited! I need another weekend of fun. This week has been shit. The end