IF you dont feel like reading a bitch entry then dont read on
Well basically this im just gonna bitch because well i need to..
Its sooo hard to practice and work your ass off the whole swim season and suck like im not kidding i sucked. My times were horrible i didnt improve at all i was in possibly the biggest slump of my life. and to see those freshmen just kicking your ass taking you spot as top backstroaker and talking your spot in the relay ugh is sucks.. I finally got out of my slump yesterday i cut 7 seconds off of my 200 im and went from 27th to 17th and i cut 2 seconds off of my 100 back going from 23 to 21.. The top 16 go to finals so i was first alternate for 200 im. i was soo pumped today i soo thought i would get to swim..but no no one scratched so after warming up and getting my self pumped to kick ass i didnt even get to swim. Do you know how hard it is when you got to swim 3 events last year in finals to swim none and when your relay went tp reginals last year to know that you dont even have a chance to try to make the cut time for anything.. It sucks sooo bad. ANd then going out to dinner and hear all the freshman and people talking about what there gonna do next week in reginal practice it sucks it sucks soo bad! I hate it its not worth getting up at 4 and working my ass off to suck i mean i just dont see the point who cares if im out of my slump now it still wasnt enough.
sorry to waste your time if you read this i just needed to bitch
Its sooo hard to practice and work your ass off the whole swim season and suck like im not kidding i sucked. My times were horrible i didnt improve at all i was in possibly the biggest slump of my life. and to see those freshmen just kicking your ass taking you spot as top backstroaker and talking your spot in the relay ugh is sucks.. I finally got out of my slump yesterday i cut 7 seconds off of my 200 im and went from 27th to 17th and i cut 2 seconds off of my 100 back going from 23 to 21.. The top 16 go to finals so i was first alternate for 200 im. i was soo pumped today i soo thought i would get to swim..but no no one scratched so after warming up and getting my self pumped to kick ass i didnt even get to swim. Do you know how hard it is when you got to swim 3 events last year in finals to swim none and when your relay went tp reginals last year to know that you dont even have a chance to try to make the cut time for anything.. It sucks sooo bad. ANd then going out to dinner and hear all the freshman and people talking about what there gonna do next week in reginal practice it sucks it sucks soo bad! I hate it its not worth getting up at 4 and working my ass off to suck i mean i just dont see the point who cares if im out of my slump now it still wasnt enough.
sorry to waste your time if you read this i just needed to bitch