(no subject)
how does it feel to be
spending time with
spending money on
breaking plans for
making plans with
dissappointed by
getting attached to
falling in love with
someone you will not marry?
i cannot foresee this relationship going anywhere. but i cannot allow myself to see it ending either because beyond it, i see nothing. it is always me, in the end, that they leave. the very core of who i am is the same reason they fall in and out of love with me. only the men i love know me well enough to HAVE to leave.
nobody likes watching what they love die.
spending time with
spending money on
breaking plans for
making plans with
dissappointed by
getting attached to
falling in love with
someone you will not marry?
i cannot foresee this relationship going anywhere. but i cannot allow myself to see it ending either because beyond it, i see nothing. it is always me, in the end, that they leave. the very core of who i am is the same reason they fall in and out of love with me. only the men i love know me well enough to HAVE to leave.
nobody likes watching what they love die.