Dear god please help me

Jun 04, 2006 03:51

Today felt very off. At work things did not go well, and the moment I realized this I drank the entire pot of coffee marked "R" for regular because I had nothing else to do. The main hostess running the book was sick or something, I remember her crying and me drinking my coffee. She was in my dream the night before, a trip to Japan and some slide in the airport. Somehow it was relevant.
Taking the summer off has proved to be somewhat everything I ever wanted. I still feel like I need to go to the library and read some useless paragraph out of an outdated textbook so later I can correct it's LIES!! I like to drive when I go places with friends of mine because I can concentrate on only the road/destination of where I am going and not about LIFE? LIFE? LIFE? haha. Well sometimes I think about other things, but it is all life really.
Atmosphere and Morrissey back to back is probably the best thing to ever happen to itunes.
When did myspace bulletins become livejournal posts?
I got a really harsh email recently, and I think the only reason it was harsh is because it is basically all true. I am not a decent person and know this, but oh ignorance is sweet. I know I want to teach english in Japan or go to school in New York. Decent people do this, so I am not allowed. I am allowed to sit here and type my life away in a box. Type Type Type. I'm going to Chicago though.
I can finally eat a hot dog in Chicago.

So
Basically, everything is fine is what I am trying to say.
fine..
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