Woulda, Shoulda, Coulda.
Everyone gets a little down every now and then.
Today is no exception. I mean I knew I wasn't having the best day for confidence when I couldn't help but notice every girl around me and think she was thinner than me. Having a fat day I guess.
And my friends. My friends get down about thier body too. Today seemed to be low confidence and self-esteem central. Boo.
But you know what? I am happy with myself and my life. Everything really will work out in the end. I know I am a smart and beautiful woman who is destined for great things! Whether or not those great things involve fame or money, no one can tell. But I do know that I am going to make something of myself, and above all, I will be happy with whatever comes my way.
I am going to travel, I am going to have wonderful relationships with my family... and hopefully have a family myself. I am going to inspire people and teach. I am going to anything and everything my heart desires.
I am gong to write, and I am GOING TO WRITE A BOOK AND HAVE IT PUBLISHED.
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Why is everyone so obsessed with what they are not, instead of what they are?
We are all so beautiful, good, and funny! Why can't we see that? Is it because the weight of our issues and downfalls are so much heavier than our good and wonderful qualities that we become so blinded to them, that we forget they even exist?
That is so sad.
If I were a vending machiene, I would vend the ability to see ourselves in our true form. The way God sees us, the way our friends see us, the way we ought to see ourselves.
If I were in y true form right now, I would be dancing. Haha.
If I could be any form of expression in the world, it would be dancing. I am such a dork, and I don't even care.
God. Sometimes it hurts me to know that some people are so unhappy. Especially my friends. I hate seeing them in emotional ruts. But, I do what I can... for them, for me.
There are so many things in my life that make me happy.
Patrick, food, friends, family, music, dancing, animals, success, school, relaxation, nature, tanning, movies, reading, thinking, insense, cartoons, fashion, debating, creating, writing, laughing, making my friends laugh, drawing, driving, singing, taking care of business...
Look. Look at that. There are so many things to be happy about and greatful for in my life. And not just mine... everyone's!
Everyone has at least 10 things they're greatful for... they just don't know it all the time.
I am especially greatful for dancing. Haha. I don't think I could survive without it...
Anyway. I am just a big ball of greatful mush. Good for me.
Time to go be greatful for Dr. Bertog posting those Dinosaurs slides so I can catch up.
-Cece
Today is no exception. I mean I knew I wasn't having the best day for confidence when I couldn't help but notice every girl around me and think she was thinner than me. Having a fat day I guess.
And my friends. My friends get down about thier body too. Today seemed to be low confidence and self-esteem central. Boo.
But you know what? I am happy with myself and my life. Everything really will work out in the end. I know I am a smart and beautiful woman who is destined for great things! Whether or not those great things involve fame or money, no one can tell. But I do know that I am going to make something of myself, and above all, I will be happy with whatever comes my way.
I am going to travel, I am going to have wonderful relationships with my family... and hopefully have a family myself. I am going to inspire people and teach. I am going to anything and everything my heart desires.
I am gong to write, and I am GOING TO WRITE A BOOK AND HAVE IT PUBLISHED.
..... ..... ..... ..... ..... ..... ..... .....
Why is everyone so obsessed with what they are not, instead of what they are?
We are all so beautiful, good, and funny! Why can't we see that? Is it because the weight of our issues and downfalls are so much heavier than our good and wonderful qualities that we become so blinded to them, that we forget they even exist?
That is so sad.
If I were a vending machiene, I would vend the ability to see ourselves in our true form. The way God sees us, the way our friends see us, the way we ought to see ourselves.
If I were in y true form right now, I would be dancing. Haha.
If I could be any form of expression in the world, it would be dancing. I am such a dork, and I don't even care.
God. Sometimes it hurts me to know that some people are so unhappy. Especially my friends. I hate seeing them in emotional ruts. But, I do what I can... for them, for me.
There are so many things in my life that make me happy.
Patrick, food, friends, family, music, dancing, animals, success, school, relaxation, nature, tanning, movies, reading, thinking, insense, cartoons, fashion, debating, creating, writing, laughing, making my friends laugh, drawing, driving, singing, taking care of business...
Look. Look at that. There are so many things to be happy about and greatful for in my life. And not just mine... everyone's!
Everyone has at least 10 things they're greatful for... they just don't know it all the time.
I am especially greatful for dancing. Haha. I don't think I could survive without it...
Anyway. I am just a big ball of greatful mush. Good for me.
Time to go be greatful for Dr. Bertog posting those Dinosaurs slides so I can catch up.
-Cece