http://www.myspace.com/wootsoldierDate: 20 Mar 2007, 21:39
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Subject: RE: I need you real bad.
Body: hey hows it hangin
holy shit we got less than 3 months left, isnt that crazy?
i did alot of crazy shit this weekend too, it was the luck of the irish, what can i say.
Dont worry about the future, it doesnt help, all it does is make it seem to come faster. and that means your enjoying now even less, and i think theres no point in that.
im an alchie now too, but only cause i cant smoke. come summer ill be cured from it once again. dont worry bout a drinkin problem, if your drinkin, whats the problem? just kidding.
overall im just trying to tell you to be positive, it can help more than you think sometimes. but if it doesnt seem to help dont be afraid to talk to me about some of the things buggin ya. im still here for you as much as i ever was, i just have a shittier phone plan now. but i will try to find a way to call you, hopefully it works.
I miss you tons. and hopefully ill be able to come down there during spring break or something. make sure to write me back.
i fuckin love you
-THE ONE AND ONLY
dovo
P.S. you should never juggle anything for any reason. no matter what people tell you it is never fun and is a bullshit hobby.
Godamnit, if there was ever anyone in this entire world that has made me so secure, is him. He didn't say much, but I feel as though everthing will be OKAY.
Isn't that what I'm going through? To feel like everything WON'T be okay? But the day that I need someone the most, the day that I lied in my bed for 3 hours staring at the ceiling in my bedroom and thinking of him, he comes to me and tells me indirectly that everything WILL be okay. Something about the way he loves me. And something about the way I get when he loves me. Its better than filling any physical void.