chartreuse
last night was pretty vulnerable. i wanted to have a girlfriend and go on a date but there was nobody there so i took myself out. i ate indian food and ran into emax at royal bengal. i saw "synecdoche, new york" which took me apart like most kaufman films do. there was a preview for a new kate winslet/leonardo dacaprio film called "revolutionary road" that reminded me of one potential future scenario runja and i could end up trapped in. i ran into lisa wauters at the theatre; she plays banjo now. i biked home with the take-out box on the handlebars and my breath like a locomotive. then my night just got worse. i woke up thinking it had snowed outside but it didn't and it was 9 am and i should go back to sleep. i did.