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so this week has been great me and brian have offically been dating a week.. and i have never ben treated with more respect never been treated with more careness.. this guy really likes everything about me and hes always telling me how beautiful i am and now perfect i am.. we talk alot we talk about chris and we talk about his ex the mother of his daughter.. so much gayness ffrom that.. i think shes a bitch.. but he thinks chris is an asshole so were even.. brian knows exactly what i want when i want it and how much i want it.. we kiss alot and at frist it was wierd like the last person i kissed was chris so it was kinda akward really akward but now i loe kissing him.. he stays over on the weekands well last weekand and this one.. i love it when he holds me and how after we have sex together he doesnt turn over and never touch me, we hold eachother he hold me.. he kisses me and we talk.. and its perfect.. okay so we have only done it 2 times we are goin slow for muliple of reason.. he has a bald head and its so cute we have an inside joke that no one gets and we just laugh and laugh and laugh.. our friends think we nuts but he truely brings out the best in me.. and i am so happy.. never been happier.. gah i ant get over it i just cant believe if found someone that treats me so good and takes all the crap i give and i can take all there crap.. and is showing me new things and treats me like a queen.. his queen.. i am all smiles and i cant wait to see him again..