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[thesugarbutt]

ahhh so my "date" on friday went okay... it was nice to be with a guy that really listened to me and didnt automatically think i was stupid all the time.. hes reallly sweet and we hada good time... i told him that i just wanted to be friends because i dont wanna get into a relationship now that will turn out badly because i still love chris and i dont want any of those fillings to spill over and on him and be false liking... he understood and said that he completely understands.. hes been there too and he will wait as long as i need cause he really likes me.. aint that sweet.. he walked me to the door and gave me a hug... a kinda long hug (musta been the boobs) but he called me saturday afternoon and we talked for about an hour and he was just cracking me up.. i dont think i have ever laughed so hard in my life.. lol well last night i laughed pretty hard but thats a whole nother story.. hes a really good guy and hopefuly hell be a good friend.. nothing else for now.. i loved chris and i am not ready to be out and about.. if chris is fucking around or whatever he never loved me... thats just my oppion ifyou love someone you dont go around to other girls just months after the break up that just means the marriage was a shame and you never loved the person...

anyways omg last night i went to my aunts.. and my freakin uncle say this e-mail about dont you wish your guy was this hot and it was a guy in really short really tight shorts on with suspenders.. well my uncle decided to he his tightest pants and cut them off and wear them with is ass checks hanging out with this stupid suspenders and this straw hat deal.. everytime someone was said they were coming over hed run upstairs and put it on.. i laughed just as hard as every time.. it was just about the funniest thing ever..

well i got work to do today blah pizza sucks NO ONE ORDER PLEASE