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"you have to love yourself before others can love you."
I realized i don love myself at all. in fact, i hate everything about myself from head to toe.
sometimes i just wish im no long alive.
will anyone actually mourn over my death?
hate hate hate the way i am.
sorry L, i don know why i don feel enthusiastic over things now. i just feel a sense of darkness overwhelming me.
i cant talk cant laugh cant smile. even if i did, itd be just fakeness.
i think even God cant help me. Im HOPELESS.
I realized i don love myself at all. in fact, i hate everything about myself from head to toe.
sometimes i just wish im no long alive.
will anyone actually mourn over my death?
hate hate hate the way i am.
sorry L, i don know why i don feel enthusiastic over things now. i just feel a sense of darkness overwhelming me.
i cant talk cant laugh cant smile. even if i did, itd be just fakeness.
i think even God cant help me. Im HOPELESS.