Aug 09, 2009 22:14
Never part without loving words to think of during your absence. It may be that you will not meet again in this life. ~Jean Paul Richter
It's funny how the last thing I said to him was, "May you have sweet dreams." Maybe, just maybe he will.
Hikaru once spoke of having made a friend in my absence, and having felt guilty once he realized it. Hikaru can be so silly sometimes, but I can understand why he'd feel that way. While we both have met lots of people, and are making the same friends, Yoite was someone I'd befriended on my own... accidentally.
Our first meeting was pretty scary, but I definitely overreacted. It wasn't as bad as I had made it seem. He could have hurt me, but he didn't. He didn't, not even a little bit. The guilt he felt was apparent, and that says something.
I think it was then that I thought of Tono. Despite how cruel and awful Hikaru and I were to him, and to everyone else, he still saw something in us that he liked, and wanted to get to know us and help us. We were alone, and wouldn't let anyone get to know us, and constantly pushed people away. But Tono didn't care about that.
I saw the same sort of thing in Yoite. So I tried, and probably annoyed him with numerous questions, and eventually, I got through to him. Successfully. I am thankful for the time I got to spent with him. I am thankful for Hikaru. I am thankful for Tono and for what he's taught me.
I am positive that without Tono, I never would have given Yoite the time of day, let alone everyone else Hikaru and I have met.
It's kind of sad to think of all the amazing people Hikaru and I have probably missed out on meeting, because of the way we were. It's okay though, because we're different now, aren't we, Hikaru?
Hikaru, it seems I have good timing with having moved into the mansion. I need you to comfort me. And Tono, maybe you too.
And Hitomi? Ah, I'm sorry for what I said before. Really, really sorry. I hope you can forgive me for being a jerk.
rip yoite,
yoite,
hitomi,
quotes,
tono,
tl;dr,
hikaru