The school for the blind

[thestudyofjazz]

Thank you again, nena.. That story is kind of like a pep-talk every time I read it and I begin to think about her and how I feel for her and what we can create together and I know that I don't get to stop. I get to continue to live in my excellence and be someone she desires to keep in her life no matter what. You showed me the rings and I remembered what we had and how little I gave to you... I'm not saying I withheld everything... I just didn't live up to the kind of standard required to be the man needed to maintain the kind of life we were moving toward. I realized (again) looking at these rings and remembering the pain and the joy of love, that I get to be an incredible individual.. essentially who I am, for this to even blip on the radar of probability. I get to live up to my own hype and be.

*don't fuck this up.. this means too much.*

Thank you for your love nena.. I've learned so much.. I'm eternally grateful.
(even though you put Dubya on my team... not to mention his administration)