Cruel Silence
I've silenced my heart (once again I've silenced my heart)
We feel distanced and still so very close..
I still feel like there's a part of her that's consciously avoiding me
and the voice is quieted
It used to be much louder
much too loud to pay attention to anything else
(This isn't a bad thing!! It isn't good either!)
I haven't decided it's okay yet.. not entirely
and if I haven't decided a little.. I haven't at all.
(so what am I going to do about it?)
We get to actually be friends
make time for one another
call eachother just because it's important
to let those I love know I love them
otherwise I'm just complaining to an empty box
a noisy, empty box.
We feel distanced and still so very close..
I still feel like there's a part of her that's consciously avoiding me
and the voice is quieted
It used to be much louder
much too loud to pay attention to anything else
(This isn't a bad thing!! It isn't good either!)
I haven't decided it's okay yet.. not entirely
and if I haven't decided a little.. I haven't at all.
(so what am I going to do about it?)
We get to actually be friends
make time for one another
call eachother just because it's important
to let those I love know I love them
otherwise I'm just complaining to an empty box
a noisy, empty box.