Jul 16, 2005 18:58
Well to begin with I have decided I am officially the worst person in the world. This has stemmed from the fact that I didn’t even bother thinking about the feelings of others when I went and done the most stupid thing I could ever possibly do.
This event being the joyous event of me announcing my love for my best friend. Not just the friend kind of love, the full blown I would die without you love. Which wasn’t very sensible announcing when the girl that blatantly fancies you is sat nearby and could hear because I was drunk and kind of shouting.
Too be honest it’s not my fault that I don’t fancy the other girl. Well in a way I do she’s nice and friendly but to be honest she annoys me with her inane stupidity and how she is just in general weird. She never made any effort to show the fact that she did fancy me anymore. If it was just my stupidity coming into play then I am sorry to her for that.
I have always had a thing for my best friends because they have always been female and good looking and nice to me. I have gotten to know them and they have gotten to know me and that is my first mistake.
Friendship is that mistake.
I was told by my best friend now that she fancied me when she first met me. It’s good because when I first met her I thought she was fit but well out of my league. I’m an ass. Its fun.
For some strange reason I have never really felt comfortable with a girlfriend. I’m more into the quick relationship kinda thing. Now though I have decided to change. Next opportunity I see fit for making the effort for a relationship I will.
Either way I’m bored of being shallow and shit. So here it stops now.
Signed
Street