INTERNAL BLEEDING.
its ruining me completely.
i confuse myself..
"i dont want to fall asleep alone
but do i want to wake up with you?"
-that is like what im having a problem
with..im like alluding to myself and i
cant put a grasp on it..i want it, i
think it, im constantly dwelling on it,
but when it all comes down to the final
decision im like fuck it because i
think too deeply into everything and i
seem to believe that choices have
consequences that im not prepared to
deal with.. i just cant face it..
sometimes pictures and notes are fun
to burn because looking back on
something that is worth 1000 words
can come close to killing everything
that you have left.
i confuse myself..
"i dont want to fall asleep alone
but do i want to wake up with you?"
-that is like what im having a problem
with..im like alluding to myself and i
cant put a grasp on it..i want it, i
think it, im constantly dwelling on it,
but when it all comes down to the final
decision im like fuck it because i
think too deeply into everything and i
seem to believe that choices have
consequences that im not prepared to
deal with.. i just cant face it..
sometimes pictures and notes are fun
to burn because looking back on
something that is worth 1000 words
can come close to killing everything
that you have left.