Mar 01, 2009 02:03
Cute guy from last night was at the dance that was happening tonight on campus. I don't usually go to these dances, but my friends Katherine and Sam decided it would be a fun time if all three of us went and just danced as stupidly as possible. It was so much fun! especially when i tried to break dance (of course as jokingly as possible) Those two are so fun.
anyhoo, the cute guy was there, and since I completely blew it last night with him I decided to try again. So i went over and said hello. He seemed genuinely happy to see me, gave me a really cute smile, and then continued to dance with his friends. I tried to get into their little circle with no luck. then hedisappears again. And when he returns he is grinding with this little skanky girl.
I feel like an idiot. WHY CAN'T I FLIRT!? WHY CAN"T I ATTRACT MEN!? i honestly don't know how i got the two boyfriends i have had.
this shouldn't depress me. but for some reason it makes me sad. I was pretty sure this kid was into me last night. it just proves i can't read signals at all.he probably only talked to me last night because he was drunk....... :/