Jan 12, 2009 18:29
I really can’t handle being sad anymore. I hate this “getting over you” process. It’s really getitng in the way of me being happy. it’s been 4 months damnit! you would think I would stop having days where i just want to curl up into a ball and cry over you.
i just need something to go right. something to make me forget about my sadness. i need to be excited to go back to school instead of dreading the fact that all of the new friends i made this semester don’t like to call me to hang out.
i haven’t felt this alone since high school. and i hated myself in high school.