inhale, exhale.
I was made supervisor and given a .50 raise. but i find it money isnt worth being miserable. i have never been so stressed out in my entire life...i managed to have an anxiety attacked at subway. i had to leave the table and go to the bathroom to breakdown in my own company. im trying so hard to please everyone, my parents, my bosses, my boyfriend, my friends, my teachers. im starting to loose it and slowly slip away. Ive been finding out maybe im fooling myself. i cant do this. i want to be all that i can so badly and im trying so hard. i just need some time to just be beside myself. to just sit in solitary time with my thoughts. things are moving way to fast and i need to slow it down a bit. i need him to stay strong with me even when ive fallen down. ive realized how important it is to always be strong for yourself... because nobody else is going to be.
"Oh star fall down on me, let me make a wish upon you."
"Oh star fall down on me, let me make a wish upon you."