So close to a year and three months of happiness...
Yeah, it's been a while since I've updated or been to LJ, mostly because I'm lazy and I was content with everything going on in my life. That is, till two nights ago, Monday night, when I recieved the instant message: "Cin, I'm sorry, but I don't feel what I used to with you..." He couldn't pretend to love me anymore, and I understand. It still sucks and I still love him, but I'll get over it. He and I had a beautiful relationship that helped me grow and become a better person, and I'll miss it and I'll miss him. We're still friends, so all is not so horrible and bad.
What sucks is that I already bought two dresses, thinking I was going to his dances, so now I don't have anywhere to wear them to, lol. They're nice dresses. I guess I'll wear them for my dances next year... When I'm a senior. *shudders* I feel so old saying that. >_<
Well, to get y'all updated on a few other things... I've started playing paintball, again. I got a new gun called a WGP Outkast Autococker and I named her Tila, after Tila Nguyen, this extremely hot Viet/French model. School's been good and getting a little more chaotic with exams around the corner, but I'm doing fine, because I have *girl friends* who are crazy but they're quite cool, and they're very supportive and are making me wear a skirt some time in the future. -_-
What sucks is that I already bought two dresses, thinking I was going to his dances, so now I don't have anywhere to wear them to, lol. They're nice dresses. I guess I'll wear them for my dances next year... When I'm a senior. *shudders* I feel so old saying that. >_<
Well, to get y'all updated on a few other things... I've started playing paintball, again. I got a new gun called a WGP Outkast Autococker and I named her Tila, after Tila Nguyen, this extremely hot Viet/French model. School's been good and getting a little more chaotic with exams around the corner, but I'm doing fine, because I have *girl friends* who are crazy but they're quite cool, and they're very supportive and are making me wear a skirt some time in the future. -_-